you dont personally know me and i don’t personally know you eitherr but i just wanted to say something as a sister in Christ(: haha kinda makes me sound like a creeper LOL. which im not ofcoursee.. hehehe. but anyways, i just wanted to let you know to keep your head up and never lose hope! keep following your dreams no matter what anyone throws and you. and most importantly, lean on God for everything because no matter how bad things may look or how hard it is to persevere, God ALWAYS has a plann. never forget that!
keep struggling through and you’ll find the rainbow <3
idk why but links don’t work with my tumblrr ):
Timmus woke up from his unsettling dreams. It had been two weeks since his fight with Nicoli. He got up from his bed, and looked at his clock. It was seven o clock in the morning. He wiped his drowsy eyes and sat on his bed for a moment. Then he got up and walked towards the bathroom. He turned on…
HAHAHHAA omgg this whole story reminds me of leadership retreat and the little incidencesss. sigh how i miss it soo.
You say: It’s impossible
God says: All things are possible (Luke 18:27)
You say: I’m too tired
God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30)
You say: Nobody really loves me
God says: I love you (John 3:16 & John 13:34)
You say: I can’t go on
God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalms.91:15)
You say: I can’t figure things out
God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5-6)
You say: I can’t do it
God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13)
You say: I’m not able
God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8)
You say: It’s not worth it
God says: It will be worth it (Romans 8:28)
You say: I can’t forgive myself
God says: I FORGIVE YOU (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)
You say: I can’t manage
God says: I will supply all your needs (Philippians 4:19)
You say: I’m afraid
God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear (II Timothy 1:7)
You say: I’m always worried and frustrated
God says: Cast all your cares on ME (I Peter 5:7)
You say: I don’t have enough faith
God says: I’ve given everyone a measure of faith (Romans 12:3)
You say: I’m not smart enough
God says: I give you wisdom (I Corinthians 1:30)
You say: I feel all alone
God says: I will never leave you or forsake you (Hebrews 13:5)
God is so beautiful
“So don’t worry about these things, saying, ‘What will we eat? What will we drink? What will we wear?’ These things dominate the thoughts of unbelievers, but our heavently Father already knows all your needs. Seek the Kingdom of God above all else, and live righteously, and He will give you everything you need.” -Matthew 6:31-32
this weeeek is omg so sigh. but like last week, God is definitely providingg which makes everything sooo worthwhilee hehehe. so farr:
- monday wasn’t as bad as i thought
- my little brother said “you better not do anything other than sleeping over the breakk!” after he saw me being super stressed & tiredd. HEHE. idk it kinda made me happyy(:
- stressful tuesday BUT God really provided the rest i needed by allowing me to stay home for 2nd period today! pluss more time to do homework which really gave me like 2-3 hours of more sleep which i really really needed
- giving me more rest when i got home with a good 2 hour nap
- & not feeling tired even this latee hahahaha. God’s energy > coffeeee. definitely
- recieved a verry refreshing email that also served as a reminder of God’s lovee!
omg soo much so far and likee i can’t wait until this week is overr but im also excited for what else God has in store this week(:
another rough week.
today was likee thisss
- being sick and headachee
- kacs until lateee
- getting yelled at by mock trial coach for not going to practiceee
- falling asleep without homework done
- constantly exhaustedd & in need of sleeep
and the rest of the week looks likee:
tuesday: mocktrial until 9
wednesday: physics quiz on a unit i don’t understandd
thursday: bio test & mocktrial again until 9
friday: physics test & 2 essays dueee
i wonder if teachers and coaches understand how hard they make life hahaha. sigh. scheduling tests and quizzes all in the same week where i have to go to competitions and write essays on books that i don’t have time to readdd aigo. hahaha.
oncee break comess:
saturday: a day of resttt
sunday-monday: post retreatt
tuesday-thursday: leadership retreatt
im soo excited for next week. im actually so excited for likee friday to comee hehe.
this week is going to be sooo long like last week and i know i can’t make it alonee. but on the bright sidee i know that God is always theree supporting me and cheering me on and that is what keeps a smile on my facee(:
You may not know me,
but I know everything about you.
I know when you sit down and when you rise up.
I am familiar with all your ways.
Even the very hairs on your head are numbered.
For you were made in my image.
In me you live and move and have your being.
For you are my offspring.
I knew you even before you were conceived.
I chose you when I planned creation.
You were not a mistake,
for all your days are written in my book.
I determined the exact time of your birth
and where you would live.
You are fearfully and wonderfully made.
I knit you together in your mother’s womb.
And brought you forth on the day you were born.
I have been misrepresented
by those who don’t know me.
I am not distant and angry,
but am the complete expression of love.
1 John 4:16
And it is my desire to lavish my love on you.
1 John 3:1
Simply because you are my child
and I am your Father.
1 John 3:1
I offer you more than your earthly father ever could.
For I am the perfect father.
Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand.
For I am your provider and I meet all your needs.
My plan for your future has always been filled with hope.
Because I love you with an everlasting love.
My thoughts toward you are countless
as the sand on the seashore.
And I rejoice over you with singing.
I will never stop doing good to you.
For you are my treasured possession.
I desire to establish you
with all my heart and all my soul.
And I want to show you great and marvelous things.
If you seek me with all your heart,
you will find me.
Delight in me and I will give you
the desires of your heart.
For it is I who gave you those desires.
I am able to do more for you
than you could possibly imagine.
For I am your greatest encourager.
2 Thessalonians 2:16-17
I am also the Father who comforts you
in all your troubles.
2 Corinthians 1:3-4
When you are brokenhearted,
I am close to you.
As a shepherd carries a lamb,
I have carried you close to my heart.
One day I will wipe away
every tear from your eyes.
And I’ll take away all the pain
you have suffered on this earth.
I am your Father, and I love you
even as I love my son, Jesus.
For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed.
He is the exact representation of my being.
He came to demonstrate that I am for you,
not against you.
And to tell you that I am not counting your sins.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19
Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19
His death was the ultimate expression
of my love for you.
1 John 4:10
I gave up everything I loved
that I might gain your love.
If you receive the gift of my son Jesus,
you receive me.
1 John 2:23
And nothing will ever separate you
from my love again.
Come home and I’ll throw the biggest party
heaven has ever seen.
I have always been Father,
and will always be Father.
My question is…
Will you be my child?
I am waiting for you.
Love, Your Dad
beautiful words by a beautiful father.
Then Solomon stood before the altar of the LORD in front of the whole assembly of Israel and spread out his hands… He stood on the platform and then knelt down before the whole assembly of Israel and spread out his hands toward heaven. He said:
“O LORD, God of Israel, there is no God like you in heaven or on earth - you who keep your covenant of love with your servants who continue wholeheartedly in your way… But will God really dwell on earth with men? The heavens, even the highest heavens, cannot contain you. How much less this temple I have built! Yet give attention to your servant’s prayer and his plea for mercy, O LORD my God… May your eyes be open toward this temple day and night, this place of which you said you would put your Name there. May you hear the prayer your servant prays toward this place. Hear the supplications of your servant and of your people Israel when they pray toward this place. Hear from heaven, your dwelling place; and when you hear, forgive.
2 Chronicles 6:12-21
omgee seriouslyy i don’t think i can say “thank you” enough for everything that happened today. like wooow after such a long & tiring week i was so thankful(:
haha like when i first when to church i was honestly surprised that people knew it was my birthdayy cause like generally people didn’t know cause i don’t really like say it that often hahaha. i guess mostly the power of facebook LOL. but woww haha i was so thankful today. and i felt sooo blessed to have the church family i haveee <3
and omg when evan jdsn walked in i was soo surprisedd haha and overwhelmed all of a sudden and likee hahahaaha sigh. today was a little embarrassing too. but yeah (:
plus today was good cause i met my birthday buddyy! jackiee son. tehee. i didn’t know her beforee but she seems superr nice <3
today was like the bestbest birthday everrr. ive NEVER before had my birthday celebrated like thiss and wow just…
thank you. (:
more than words can describee
ps. timothy is the name of my mole for those who were wondering..
or my guy name LOL. sigh my friends named it/me haha
HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY <3
i know i already like texted you happy birthday and wrote you a big fat comment along with a picture on your facebook. buttt!
youre just way too special for me to stop there!
oh my. you have no idea. how…amazed i am.
without you…oh my!
i think i would be a different person.
i think i would be more afraid to be myself.
through you, i was able to open up more and you have no idea how much i appreciate it. you’re always willing to open up and do things for our little sister with me.
you always give it your best shot in anything you do, and i am so so so proud of you(:
haha i sound like im your mommy or something. haha. but as a sister in christ, and as a hobo twin, (: i seriously am!
over the past 6 years, our friendship has grown…like…SIGNIFICANTLY. unbelieveableeee.
i remember when we first met we were both hecka shy and each other’s first friends at kepc. and then when you said hi to your parents, an di said hi, my parents happened to be there and we found out our dads knew each other. hahaha. we were like, “what theeee” HAHA
and so many good memories! :) i feel like during the past month since 2010 started, we’ve made so many more memories than like the past 5 years combined. LOL. ive been spending so much time with you lately and i love it!
lets continue to be honest with each other and continue to approach one another when it’s definitely needed.
i’m sorry for the past and i’m sorry for not being as good of a friend as you were to me.
i will never ever ever ever forget you twin(:
I LOVE YOU <3
and once again, happy birthdayyyy!
i love youuuuu! <3
thank you twinn <3. it really means a lot. like really (:
wow i didn’t know that we had so many pitures together until you put them all togetherr! haha but it’s so true that we’ve gotten closer recently becausee all the pictures are of us within the past couple of months hehehe.
so many memoriess tehee
lovee you soo soo much!
ps. you know me too well. to put this on tumblrr LOL <3
Hannah Roh, I saw what you try to do.” The Rohey Chronicles” Nice try Hannah oh but that is plagerism, stealing my name your lucky I’m nice and not charging you of copyright. But you say yours is gonna be a 100 times better than mine. Well to that I say
I want to witness this myself. Nice Try but, the Hwang Chronicles will always prevail. HEHEHEHEHEHEHE
Hannah Roh has a tumblr? and she’s trying to copy our stories?! I’m your lawyer hh. if she tries any more of that stuff i’ll have her sued faster than she can say “high heels”
HAHAHA omgeee this is too funny. hahaha.
I’m REALLY understanding how amazing natural beauty is. Everyone is so freaking beautiful. Products are definitely not needed to accentuate your beauty! All my friends are so pretty with or without makeup. Secretly, I love to see my friends without anything on their faces. I feel so close to them.
I’m not saying it’s bad to wear makeup. I use mascara and eyeliner occasionally. I’m just trying to put into words how I realized how beautiful all my friends are. I hope none of you ever think you’re less than gorgeous. You were made the way you are for a reason. I’m still learning to accept this too. God doesn’t make mistakes :) He created us just the way he had planned!!
The way I see it, any “imperfection” that you see adds character. For instance, who really cares if you have a flat nose or a big nose? If you had the same nose as everyone else, you would just be another figure, right?
i loooove thiss. beautiful words by grace kohh(:
“For we are God’s materpiece. He has created us anew in Christ Jesus, so that we can do the good things he planned for us long ago” - Ephesians 2:10
&beautiful words God gave us <3
someone one time told me to remember that im pretty because im God’s masterpieceee. and at first it was like.. okay.. hahah. i guess i understood it and stuff but the impact wasn’t as bigg and i don’t think i really accepted it in my heart even though i said i did. but now that i look back on itt, haha those words are so wise and true! we’re all God’s masterpieces & we are made the way we are for a specific plan God has in store for uss(:
And there’s this feeling, but you know, I can’t even tell what I’m feeling
There’s this thought in my head.. is it really all about you?
There are glimpses when I forget about you
But you always, you always seem to find your way back into this tiny head
Did even know what you’re doing to me?
Your smile, your face, your lips, and eyes, I really want to see
You’re just sitting over there playing your guitar and singing
I can’t believe it’s true, but I’m falling for you.
You know you always walk by me like you would just any other girl
I’m definitely not more special or even just a bit more important to you
I secretly wish sometimes, I really, really do
That you would like me the way….
But how could I? I don’t even know what I would say to you
That when I see you, my heart races. I can’t even talk in front of you
I just love to be by your side
I have something, something I should/want/will tell you before it’s too late
Shh… it’s a secret though
Shh… I don’t think you know yet
But I like…. (wait, this is kind of hard)
I like…………… (I’m just going say it)
I like you.
i like you too joree (:
hahaha joree’s beautiful lyricss
It was a cold, yet beautiful winter in the town of Coopertina. The year was 2010 and the three of the best friends lived to do eveything toagther. Timmus Hwangqus, was a sexy stud, a man of 17 years of age, a grown out facial hair, and the unforgettable V neck that he always wore. He was the man of talent serinating the ladies with his sexy strumming on the guitar. Nicoli chaeveza was a girl of laughter, who likes to bring hilarious jokes, and laughter into people’s lives, she was also the most beautiful girl in the entire district of Coopertina. Ashalanene Namkrung was an eunthuastic, and loving person towards all. These three were the best of friends, all there lives, but soon they were seperated by a huge erruption of the earth. The earthquake took a heavy toll of the city of coopertina, and the three were seperated away. But things will start to look even more grim for them, as their growing struggle will began to take a toll on them.
The year now was 2022, Timmus was hanging on to the rail in the sub-train. He is now 29 years of age, and still wears the v neck, he had a beanie going over his head, with a trim cut beard. On the Other hand he was holding an guiar case. He was tired from the performance he did last night at the Okaridge Mall. The sub-train then suddenly shook making Timmus fall of balance.
“OW,” a voice said. Timmus turned around and saw a beautiful girl, pinned against the wall by his guitar case.
” ohhhh I’m so sorry, madam, are you alrite, here let me help you up” Timmus yelped. Timmus quickly grabbed her hands, and pulled her right back up with his great hand strength. Nicoli got back up and for the first time saw Timmus’s face. Something about his face was so familiar, so delicate, and so geniuine.
She then said, ” I know your face, I’ve seen it from somewhere before. But where.?” She looked at his glasses, then his beard, then his V neck, to the the tight metro jeans, to the guitar case. Then she look shock beyond belief.
She then wisphered, ” Timmus Hwangqus ”
Timmus gave her Nicoli a funny look and asked, ” Do I know you from somwhere?” Nicoli took a step forward and said,
” Don’t you recongnize me Timmus.” Tim gave her a suprised look. And He answered firmly, ” No, I dont think so, sorry mam.” Timmus then turned his back on her and was about to walk away.
Then she asked, ” What is Kim Jong Il’s son’s name?” Timmus stopped suddenly. He turned back around and said quietly, ” say that one more time.”
She then said it again, ” What is Kim Jong Il’s son’s name?”
Timmus walked closer to her and stared right into her deep brown eyes.
“I only know one person in the world who told that joke to me a long time ago.”
He then wisphered, “Nicoli Chaeveza.”
Timmus smiled as did Nicoli, then suddenly both jumped up in the air exictedly and embraced each other like sibilings.
Timmus stared back at her and said, ” twelve years, and I thought I would have never found you again, my friend.”
Nicoli was crying and teardrops were falling on the guitar case.
” Ithought I lost my firend a long time ago to that terrible quake. Seeing you here again just makes my heart fell all warm again.”
Timmus then said, ” come I know a good cafe, we shall talk of our lives that happened between these twelve years.” Nicoli smiled and accepted this gracious invitation of Timmus. They stepped out of the subway into the cool airy surface of Palon Altron. They laughed and enjoyed the moment they were having with each other. They Stepped into The Real Deal Joe Shop. The place had a nice and warm feeling and brought comfort to them. Timmus and Nicoli, sat at the conor table. The waitress walked towards Timmuss’s table.
“What can I get for you two,” she said.
Timmus stroked his beard and then said, ” yes can we get two cup of White Mocha.” The waitress wrote down the orders,. As she was writing down the order, Timmus saw the waitress’s nametag it said:Ashalanene Namkrung.
Nicoli eyed it also and said, ” Ashalanene, where were you from?”
Ashalanene looked Nicoli into her eyes and said, ” twelve years ago, in a beautiful town called coopertina, which is now in ruins. And Palon Altron has been my home ever since.”
Timmus then questioned Ashalanene, ” do you recongnize us, then?”
Ashalanene looked at Timmus’s face, with the trim cut beard, then to his V nect, which she stared for thelongest dof the duration time and then she went to the the guitar case, and ten her eyes went back up to where the V neck was. She stared, and then came into a shock.
“TIMMUS HWANGQUS!!!!!” She exclaimed nd then you must be Nicoli Chaeveza!!!! Oh my gosh my friends!!!! She jumped and embraced them into her arms. Timmus looked a little embarassed but enjoyed the moment of this great triumph.
“Wow, this is amazing, hold on I’ll go make the Mocha’s and we’ll all talk.” said Ashalanene. She turned to the cornor and disappeared.
Timmus, came closer to Nicoli, ” I’ve been waiting a lon time for this Nicoli, and I finally feel the joy to ask you. Remember Twelve years ago before the quake hit, I made a promise to you that one day we would go out togather and travel togather to the ends of the earth.” Nicoli smiled and smiled.
“ ohh I never forgot that day, I remember you asked me by siinging with your guitar.” Timmus smiled and said, ” Well I want to fufill that promise but not just as friends, but something more intimate you know.” Nicoli looked into Timmus eyes then said,
Timmus shook his head. Ashalanene was behind the wall at the corner. She took out a locket from her pocket from her pocket, and she opened it. Inside was a picture of Timmus. She thought to herself.
” I loved you for a long time, and I only want you by my side. I will not let anyone else take you away from me again, not even Nicoli, I will do whatever it takes to get Timmus by my side.”
She then came out with a tray and smiled.
“Well friends, we have a lot of catching up to do.”
End Part One
the hwang chronicle.
today was so tiring with one thing after the next.
kylp & mock trial
and now i have an essay still to write and a physics quiz to study for..
i still have a loooong way to go until im donee
but the stories told in the hwang chronicles made my day
especially The HwaColeKung Struggle: This is the Real Deal
this is my faaavorite so farr LOL
Never give up hope,
You’re going to do great things,
I already know,
God’s got His hand on you so,
Don’t live life in fear,
Forgive and forget,
But don’t forget why you’re here,
Take your time and pray,
These are the words I would say,” — -words i would say
by side walk prophets